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♥/-Thursday, May 7, 2009

Sometimes I just feel so happy with my life and other times i just feel that there's smth lacking... i seem to have this feeling of lonliness so frequently nowadays... everyone has no time anymore!!!
why is this happening??
well.. maybe everything has been this way all along and it just got more apparant now when he's in army... so suddenly there's no one for me to depend on so readily anymore... but i think one seriously NEEDS a fair amount of the non- material aspects of life like the company of friends, family.. bla bla.
Sometimes its really the simple things that brighten up ur day... like my daddy driving me from one tuition to another despite his busy schedule at work (i really feel tt im using him as my chaauffer sometimes and i shall request less frequently)... or my parents asking me about my day and us spending time together as a family.... or someone showing how much they love you & you know you're missed by somebody important to you. I'm really glad i have my girlfriends too... for cheering me up time and time again and also sharing their experiences with me... these are some ppl i wanna thank :
Joslyn, for being there most of the time... and going for lunch at mac when we just suddenly craved for it... i was actually feeling very down at that period of time... thanks for lending a listening ear and i cant wait for our swensens date!! i got $8 more of vouchers!!
Siwei and cow, who i just went for dinner with today. Although i seldom meet up with you guys... but no matter what we do together, i always have alot fun with you (: you understand me the best!! (: (:
My dance friends (cheryl, lek lu & joce) for always being SO cheery... shem, haven't seen you for ages, but i do enjoy our long chat sessions on the phone... & junwei(although he is not a girl)... we have to go out soon man. miss our gossip sessionss....
I really appreciate all of you. =D
however, why don't i seem to have enough and be contented with this?? what is more that i want?? i really dont understand myself sometimes. others may think im blessed with so many friends, him and my family... but what is enough for me??? am i asking for too much from them? y do i still feel lonely and sad.... .... .... .....

anywayys... im in a financial crisis lately. My driving test is coming up.. & i am still not very good at it yet... my wheel recently got into a drain and i have problems with filtering...so my instructor suggested we have lessons everyday...
well.. i dont mind... BUT this is costing me a total of $250 plus A WEEK!!! so im working real hard and all my hard earned money goes into my driving.... tts y im so bent on passing my driving... or else, it will seriously be a waste of money. this is soo depressing...

got accepted by ntu econs and smu accountancy already... but i havent really decided which i shall go. Ntu's new arts and social sci campus is soo chio!!! haha... but tts like superficial only.

Im going back to the land of fairytale in June... (: dont you think it seems like a fairytale??? I want to stay in one of the castle like buildings... along the sea with my love (: i'll earn lots of money next time and build a hse there!!! i MUST!

aren't they gorgeous..... you'll never get this in Singapore... ):

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